paranoia

why does weed effect me differently than most people? (a random ass thought)

i swear i didn’t smoke any weed tonight.
the last time i got high,
it was pretty fuckin’ horrible.
it was at my old job before going to a birthday party.
i smoked because i wanted to let loose and be in the moment.
mentally,
i thought i was good.
unfortunately,
like many times before…