I just had to tell someone recently:

“You always pick things against your best interest.
You choose the wrong men and the wrong life choices.
You’ve been not only a consistent disappointment in my life,
but with those around you.
We have all grown accustomed to YOU doing the wrong shit.
Why would I believe you’d make the best decision that would help me?”

Needles to font,
we aren’t speaking atm.
It felt good to say it out loud.

i’m at the point of my life where i don’t expect much anymore.
my expectations are low when it comes to certain people/things.
if someone/something has a habit of showing up,
i keep my expectations at a healthy place.
other people/things:

it helps you from being disappointed instead of getting you hopes up.
if the opposite happens,
you can act like a kid who got what they wanted for christmas.
i’m glad i didn’t expect much from the cmas in regards to cowboy carter cause…

NLE Choppa is the hottest topic in the forests right now.

he’s the new wolf everyone’s got their hard on,
and with tracks like “slut me out 2”,
can you blame us?

i came across this tweet about the gays turning their backs on lil nas x for nle choppa…

…and while the response is spot on,
i’ve got a few thoughts…

in life,
there’s always that one person(s) who strays way beyond the beaten path.
they might try to make the forest a better place,
but let’s not forget what the joker said in “the dark knight“:

“Everything burns.”

that’s the vibe i get from myron gaines,
the red pill podcasting attentionisto behind “freshnfit“.
he’s supposed to be the next andrew tate,
and honestly…

Why on earth would any guy want to aspire to be…
that?

anyway,
i stumbled across something wild over the weekend.
he legit just called this vixen “a whore” for no reason at all…

Words can be powerful,
almost like spells,
and they hold weight in tragic moments like the following.

kelly rowland has a song called “stole“ that really resonates right now:

“His life was stole and we’ll never knowwww…”

that’s exactly how i felt upon hearing the heartbreaking news about saiveon hopkins,
known to many as jay hefner on only fans…

There’s something I really appreciate about white folks who actually get it.

you know,
as the “privileged” race,
it’s a breath of fresh air when they use their voices for good.
sadly,
so many of them either lack compassion or common sense,
running wild with narratives that serve no one but themselves.
so when i got sent an IG reel from white vixen about the mass shooting in georgia,
i had to brace myself but…

I couldn’t help but wonder…
Are we all just stuck in a never-ending hamster wheel of sexual stagnation?

sexually stagnant.
it’s something many of us deal with,
whether we admit it or not.
instead of seeing other males as potential friends,
or even partners,
many of us treat them like our next conquest.
many of us could get with someone with this bawdy,
who is perfect for us…