First:
I want to take a moment to thank every single one of you who supports me,
whether in words,
actions,
subbing,
or by simply being patient with me while i’ve been working through my issues.
Your understanding means the world to me.
Some days are harder than others and I’m grateful for the space to grow,
stumble,
and get back up again.
Thank you for sticking by me.

Now about those fuckin’ lemons.

we all know the saying:
“when life hands you lemons, make lemonade“,
but…

I couldn’t help but wonder:
Are we all just sad clowns,
performing for an audience that never truly sees us?

yesterday,
i won’t even hold you but i spent most of the day crying.
i’ve never been one to shy away from expressing about my issues.
it was a struggle for me to get anything done.
lately,
i’ve been feeling like I’m wearing two masks.
one is the one everyone expects…

On social media,
it seems all the attentionistos have a grift.

personal training,
massage therapy,
but my favs are the ones who do relationships advice.
some are genuine; others are clearly selling well packaged bullshit for sex.
one of my Foxholers sees right through the following self help guru attentionisto.
his grift seems to be:

“I’m going to give relationship advice/be a life coach…
if it helps bang as much holes as possible.”

i saw a video of him throwing a mean penis and instantly hit up my Foxholer…

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I haven’t seen a DC movie get dragged this hard since Batman V Superman.

the trailer for joker 2 looked so promising too:

when i think of a joker and harley quinn collab,
because he is my fav super villain and she is my fav anti-hero,
my mind goes straight to pure chaos in gotham.
absolute circus of chaos.
imagine my Foxhole edit of this second installment coming out this week…

naples, italy.
it has over 3 million people who live there.
from what i’ve seen,
the views are absolutely perfect.
i bet the air smells good too.
this view is perfect as well:

that is the view from the backside of francesco rescigno.
it seems in the forest of naples,
homophobia doesn’t seem to exist.
it’s like a black mirror episode because at the restaurant that he works at…

Last night,
I honestly expected something different from the VP debate.

maybe,
deep down,
i was hoping for a real housewives-style reunion showdown,
but instead,
i got civil and respectful between vance and walz.

Lord,
am I really so programmed to expect drama and content first?

from where i sat,
even though walz was clearly nervous…