you are lacking the substance (do you want it?)

I haven’t been this shaken by a movie since “Requiem for a Dream”.
There is another one I saw that I don’t know the name but I never forget it either.
That movie dragged me through the trenches of addiction.

The ending of that movie left terrified of ever going there myself.

at 3 a.m tho,
curled up on my couch watching “the substance“,
i found myself stuck in pure horror

and then running to my bathroom to vomit.
yes,
i threw TF up watching that movie…

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the struggle is real (united in grief)

“We grieve different.”

some of us are grieving a death.
someone of us are grieving heartbreak.
some of us are grieving unemployment.
some of us are grieving betrayal.
some of us are grieving all of the above.
2024 has been the year we were all unified in grief.
right now,
i’m grieving

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these are the males calling themselves alpha nowadays 😂

How are vixens getting wet for the males of today?

when i use to hang out with the straights in the 00s-10s,
it was interesting to see them in the hunt.

they would range from fine to average,
but they would all approach vixens they were interested in.
even the finest ones got rejected but 8/10,
they’d end up getting a number.
did the connections work out?
eh,
but they shoot their shots if they wanted pussy.

At least they tried.

nowadays,
the game seems have changed for the worse.
today’s straights have become so bitchy and sassy.
they spend all their days want to physically show strength,
working out for days on end to build testosterone,
only to be narc bitches for socials.

“Show me the last seflie you took.”
“Show me the last picture you took that got a lot of likes.”

“Show me the last time you complained how lonely you are.”

i saw this clip on twitter that represents dating in 2024

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dominic from blackboyaddictionz shoots a new scene with an updated head shot?

As Aunt Wendy once said during her peak,
“You can’t be a trick all your life.”

at some point,
sex work has to end.
in gay for pay,
straight males make their bones and pull out once they made enough.
see what i did there?
you can go from “quietly selling your bawdy” to “high school community coach“.

Dominic from BlackBoyAddictionz did just that.

he was probably the finest hybrid on that site in his reign.
his new chapter took a scandalous turn that a Foxholer updated me with.
this is allegedly dominic,
whose real name is montel watters,
now…

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i shouldn’t be thinking of him in that way

“How would you feel if I told you I had sex with “insert another male we know here“?”

that question he asked me made me so horny

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is timothy champagne flip flopping like a fish out of water?

Timothy Champagne likes to flip flop and not in the good way.

so i’ve never heard of timothy champagne up until today.
why does he look like jeffrey dahmer?
after careful investigation,
i see why he is so popular.

straight + gay for pay + hybrid = “the gays have made him rich

…but it seems like he actually had an alleged boyfriend.
so i got a drop from a F-BI about timothy and his recent flip flop scene...

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