Have you ever wondered if you’re really “good enough,”
or is that other black gay males aren’t good enough for you?

i love seeing conversations like ^this.
it reminds me i’m not alone and other black gay males feel the same.
it’s this lingering question of…

“Am I good enough to date or settle down with?”

or…

you ever felt “good enough, but not good enough”?
that is how i worded it to pose yesterday.
she was worried about me and sent me in a long text.
that way i put it is how i been feeling as of late.
i was always last to be picked for sports,
but i was always the first wolves came to about advice.
i was always thrown to the side when “someone better came along”,
but was the first to be ran back to when shit hit the fan.
i was always “good at what you do”,
but never “great enough to be shouted from the mountain tops”.
when you grew up being compared to everyone “better”,
it really fucks with your head when you grow up.
so…
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