Let’s take a trip back right quick.

from a young age,
i knew that i was attracted to other males.
i guess i can say i was born that way.
i don’t recall being molested to trigger my attraction but who knows?
growing up on a small island,
being gay was a scary thing because you could be beaten and hanged.
like,
they would publicly beat criminals with the cat o’ nine tails.
it was also associated with mentally ill people who cross dressed and raped little boys.
so i’m confused and scared that is what i’d be associated as.
now that i’m in healing mode,
i see that…