inside jamari fox

another year; another bet awards.
we go in expecting greatness and left wanting a v8.

i ended up catching it late because i dropped cable a while ago.
so i was settled into starting the first season of “the boys”,
but one of my BFF vixens alerted me BET had a free stream on their website.
so like getting dressed and going to a last minute invite,
i was left feeling…

last night at the ‘24 bet awards,
it was all about getting black folks out there to vote.
almost every presentation; almost every commercial.
taraji even went off script at one point.
after that debate,
folks are scared.
even if folk’s think biden’s a zombie,
they really don’t want “the orange one” back.
after this news,
i think this is another reason why.
trump’s got the supreme court shielding him via msnbc…

there is light within the darkness if you really look for it.
it’s no secret i’ve expressed that these past few years have broken me.
i feel like i’ve had to be broken into a thoughts pieces to put myself back together.
this time,
i get to do it in my liking and not what others may accept of me.
this morning,
i had a thought about the people who’ve slipped away from my life.
those i was once close to,
or those i hoped to reconnect with,
but it never happened.
a random thought downloaded into my spirit this morning.
i felt the urge to text a good friend what i felt and i wanted to share it here…

have you ever met someone who seemed to be exactly what you were looking for?
in the beginning,
it’s perfect!
you feel like it’s a match made in heaven.
as with most relationships after the honeymoon phase,
and you both start getting use to each other,
things start to change.
the spark fades and you’re left clinging to “the incentive”,
whatever that may be.

now,
imagine meeting someone new while you are with your main.
someone who blows your mind.

the chemistry is undeniable,
the sex is phenomenal,
and every encounter feels like an adventure.
they’re exciting,
captivating,
but they lack “the incentive” that your main has.
you start to wonder if you could look past it.
could you give up the familiarity and stability,
even if it means downgrading?

Is it worth leaving your main and starting over?

this is the dilemma i’ve been grappling with…

it seems like prison is the new place to find a manz.
they got room and board,
don’t gotta worry about getting fed,
and got big muscular bawdies by all the working out they do.
they might have a roommate but so what?!
so why not risk your job to get some PPP (pretty prison penis) too?…

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It be tweets like this that make me cry out for Jesus.

i been sniffin’ around and reading reactions about austin wolf.
i’ve seen many throwing him to the wolves (not the Foxhole kind),
but i’ve seen a few defending him over his degenerate behavior.
there is a question i keep seeing and two Foxholers brought up to me…