this past week,
i felt like i was being stretched thin.

Have you just ever felt like you are being pulled in so many directions that you feel like breaking?

it got to the point where i could feel myself wanting to scream.
i’ve had some issues going on irl that have been draining me,
shadow work has been really taking me down the path of no return,
and then the Foxhole issues have piled on top of that.
i thought i finally reached my happiness but the devil said nope.
what really is getting me tho…

you know what?
i’m gonna vent.
my therapist wants me to be more honest with my feelings so here we go…

Even Benji is judging me…

i did something stupid and i had no choice but to take a heavy L.
the other night,
cousin hybrid asked me for my paypal so his mother could send me money.
it was around 350.
half sleep,
i wrote my email to him.
days go by and i see no money.
so i hit him up and asked what happened.
Foxhole…

some black jackals on elon social media baffle me.
they do things for clout that brings about the opposite effect.
there are just some things that will never come off well.
even if the intentions are for jokes,
the imagery doesn’t land well.
why did these black males wake up one day and think this was dope content?…

Migrants everywhere and nowhere at the same time
The Adams Administration being literal buffoons
Violence making a comeback like its 90s NY
Rona and Tuberculosis starting their country wide tour from NY
Inflation is infiltrating our savings accounts in order to survive
The cornballs in our government bringing us into their group chat
Nothing being done by our cornballs in the government
Crazy people being liked cause of the chaos they create
Twitter being turned into Truth Social Deux
…am I missing anything else?

…oh,
and climate change being the biggest bitch of them all.
i sat on my couch last night,
thinking to myself how i want to leave new yawk.
that is the first time i wanted to leave my city.
that is when i had to ask myself…

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justin timberlake comes off like a user to me.
in my opinion,
he used many to propel him to success.
janet,
britney,
and the black community.
that album where he was in his lumberjack era came and went.
he even had beef with a black legend or two.
when i saw him stroll up on stage with *nsync at the vmas:

taylor swift and i were excited.
“i hope ya’ll are doing something“.
yeah,
no…

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