I couldn’t help but wonder:
Are we all just sad clowns,
performing for an audience that never truly sees us?

yesterday,
i won’t even hold you but i spent most of the day crying.
i’ve never been one to shy away from expressing about my issues.
it was a struggle for me to get anything done.
lately,
i’ve been feeling like I’m wearing two masks.
one is the one everyone expects…

naples, italy.
it has over 3 million people who live there.
from what i’ve seen,
the views are absolutely perfect.
i bet the air smells good too.
this view is perfect as well:

that is the view from the backside of francesco rescigno.
it seems in the forest of naples,
homophobia doesn’t seem to exist.
it’s like a black mirror episode because at the restaurant that he works at…

Have you ever realized that no matter how you looked or acted,
you could pull the “same sex experimentation” out of certain males without a lot of effort?

my special powers is that i make anyone feel comfortable.
i wouldn’t have spent so much time hating myself for being different.
when i think about all the wolves i bagged without even realizing it,
i actually feel like the sexiest person alive.

I thought they were being standoffish but I’d always catch them staring.
Not only that,
when we were alone,
I couldn’t get them to shut up.

so those feminine traits of mine i once despised?
they were like magnets that pulled the curiosity out of my admirers.
instead of obsessing over the ones who wasted my time,
i should’ve just shrugged and said:

BYE BITCH!

because,
in reality,
i was always pulling someone even bolder and sexier.
i didn’t have the tools to understand my own power.
it wasn’t until i stumbled on someone like @martinurzua.com,
casually flipping the script in making wolves curious like this one…

that i realized…

Do you ever look at someone like Swole Ricketts and wonder…
Does he ever have any real problems?

let’s say a problem you had was your car.
it’s acting up,
making you late,
and giving you hella grief.
it finally breaks down,
forcing you to take the bus or the train,
but in the process…

You save enough to fix it or get a new one.

problem solved,
right?
things are good for a literal minute,
but just when you think you’re in the clear,
and you can finally treat yourself to a trip or something cute…

I’m not even gonna hold you,
but I’m strictly a sofritas burrito/bowl fox at Chipotle.
I was introduced in 2019 and I’m into it.
( x feel free to educate yourself if you don’t ).
I’m really into the veggie menu as well.
Sometimes,
I’ll do a week or two where I eat strictly veg.

when i see tweets like that,
where someone’s linking vaccines to everything under the sun,
it just makes my head hurt.
i’ve been around jackals who get almost giddy…

At the thought of everyone who took the vaccines to drop dead.

…just so they can say/font,
“i told you so”.

…as if the lives lost were some twisted validation of their paranoia.
people love to preach about all that went down under the rona,
but they conveniently forget how much of the “good shit” is toxic too.
fonting about the good shit…

This is another side to taking down the gay for pay but straight wolf.

if he has had no prior attraction or experience with other males,
regardless of the “role” you’re paying for,
you’re probably not going to get the fantasy you had in mind.

if he is plays the role of “the wolf”,
you’ll get the basic stroke resume.
if he is of “the fox”,
he’ll whine and may even paint you.
if there is no chemistry between you both,
or he is 110% straight and this is a transaction,
both roles will be uncomfortable and awkward.

Now if he is ruthless and ya’ll have great chemistry,
you are going to get turnt out or he’ll want to learn how to turn you out.

those types are the special unicorns in the forests.
porn hybrid,
jacobi,
might have paid a pretty penny for our resident “gay of pander” attentionosto,
grandy glaze.
many Foxholers far,
wide,
and in-between had me on high alert.
i watched the scene and Foxhole…

sigh…

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