inside jamari fox

I’m gonna stand on that.

out of all the vintage penis attentionistos,
steven beck is still the most interesting.
besides keeping up with his looks and bawdy,
he has lived many different lives….

I had a crush on Stevie J when I saw his pic in Vibe magazine as a kid.
It was showcasing the Hit Men producers for Bad Boy.
All I remember was he became my jack off fantasy for a good year off that pic.

my foxy senses told me not to go to bed yet.
it looks like we got an update about the alleged stevie j pics that dropped.
this is an update from a F-BI…

Stevie J will enter this story soon.
Just wait.

diddy might have thought his comeback would be this year.
he was letting this little forest fire fizzle and he’d sneak out of hiding.
nah homie cause those plans might have changed.

The male has come for him with new allegations of alleged sexual assault.

mmhmm.
per tmz…

This is one of my favorite pictures of attentionisto,
Jeff Cutts.
I think this is an exceptional shot.
I wish he would go back to a fade.

every attentionisto’s dream is to do and be more.
“you can’t be a hoe all your life.” – wendy williams, 90s.
never would i thought i’d see jeff cutts,
face down and cheeks up…

and getting that tail lit on fire….

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i was sitting here this morning,
reflecting before i started my day over a dream i had about work wolf.
i had to answer a question during shadow work and i conjured him from the emotional dead.

It made me realize how much of a Pick-Me I use to be.

yes i was.
i was a pick-me with no boundaries who was desperately trying to get picked.
in order to find yourself,
you gotta risk embarrassment but i ain’t embarrassed.
i’ll write it in big font:

I use to be a Pick-Me!

a pick-me can look like whatever or whoever and come from any social background.
there are plenty of IG attentionistos,
some of the baddest you ever seen,
that are putting up with all kinds of shit just to be chose.
you see how many of them get caught up being thirsty for sex.
so when i see charlamagne talmbout miss lady in the “who tf did i marry” saga…

i did not sleep last night.
i had full blown nightmares after reading the following.
this is def another yearly season of the “fuck yo guts up” bug.
when we travel to work or eat out,
we enhance our chances of getting that gut fucked up.
a few people i know caught this “no sir/no ma’am” violent diarrhea bug going around..