I been down in the slums
dare i say,
i was liking it.
when i font that i been in the slums…
i didn’t mean the actual place.
i ain’t crazy.
i been thinking and acting poorly of myself.
it’s really easy to find yourself down in the slums.
if you aren’t taking care of yourself,
and protecting your energy,
all it takes is the wrong situation to start dragging you down.
for the last 3 months,
i been in a real horrible place.
from job shit,
to wolf shit,
i been really feeling it all.
anxiety has been through the roof
waking up at like 4am on the dot
throwing up acid when my anxiety went sky high
lost so much weight
i been really hard on myself because i should’ve know better.
I’m tired of slumming it
i made it a decision that i’m coming out the slums once and for all today.
it can start getting comfortable being down there,
but you gotta emerge and take your ass back to the penthouse.