happy turkey family.
i hope everyone is having a great day.
as for me,
im in the backwoods of alabama,
in the middle of nowhere,
with no wifi,
and some wild ass child running all over the place.
we’ll talk when i get back to florida.
enjoy your night everyone!
bags are packed. checklist is pretty much checked off. my anxiety is on full throttle.
I’m about to leave to the airport,
but i had to write this before i left.
i’m pretty excited about where I’m about to go. don’t think you all won’t be joining me at that place.
i wanted to do pray before i left.
now i know some people might be screw face,
but i’m already screw facing you. anyway lets get to this prayer real quick…
you have two doors to choose from.
the door on the lefthas smog, graffiti, and broken dreams. the door on the right is sunshine, roaches that fly, and mickey mouse. which one will you choose?…
i always liked this beyonce song, “save the hero”. i think i mentioned that before.
the lyrics are a true testimony of my life.
you know the person who is always there for others,
acts like the super hero, goes above and beyond to make sure they are okay,
keeps a great reputation,
but when the super hero goes home and takes their mask off… who saves them?
i had someone who use to save me.
someone i felt comfortable to talk to and share myself with.
he has passed on and it has left me a complete mess. my life is a fuckin mess. do you still like me now?
i know people like living in a fantasy of others these days.
at least i have the ballsto admit it. a long piece ahead…