THE GREAT FEELING OF ABUSE!!!

Well… not THAT kind of abuse in that animation.
This kind of abuse stems from being in something that you are too scared to come out of.
You are scared to do anything wrong because you know the outcome.
You are always on alert because you don’t know when you have to duck or cover your face.

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You will either get talked down to OR beat the hell up.
That feeling of being useless and hopeless.
You want to run away, but you can’t because you are so used to that “feeling”.

It doesn’t always come as a slap or a punch.
You do not always have to be on the way to the hospital with a black eye or broken ribs.
Many of us suffer from abuse that we do to ourselves.
The way we speak to ourselves can be just as bad as any domestic violence police report.

Are addicted to your own abuse?

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YOU LITTLE FAGGOT!! WHO EVER THE FUCK THIS IS, when i find out ima turn u every fuckin way but loose!! fags kill me!! DONAVON & I DO NOT have a fuckin sex tape out #1 That in a completely different person FROM HIGHSCHOOL I HAVE A TOTAL OF 21 TATTOOS!! in that recording i had none this shit is pretty OLD and so faggedy that yall would congregate on a gay ass Post & Talk about me as if any of yall NO ME!! who all havent i fucked in atlanta? Lmao i barely be in, near or around atlanta!! This is so ridiculous That sumone had this mUCH TIME TOO put this together!! ” Im in stiches over hur laughin because NONE OF THIS INFORMATION IS CORRECT aside from the fact that Im jodi balenciaga from the ballroom scene everything else is simply a hoot i mean like readlly? u got my twitter my fb and the whole 9 get a fuckin life

we are NOBODIES YET U KNO ALL MY BUSINESS!! LMAO # A FEW OTHERS I DONT HAVE NO FUCKIN GROUP VIDEO OUT! I JACK OFF AND THIS ONE WITH MY EX WHO IS NOT EVEN THE GUY IN THE PICTURE!! BUT I BET U WATCH IT

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YOU ARE YOUR BIGGEST FUCKING PROBLEM.

Yup.
Have you ever wondered why YOU have the problems YOU are have?
All of the arguing and the drama; broken relationships and lonely nights.
Well, as much fun as blaming others,
Maybe you need to simply blame YOURSELF.

YOU have to take a look in the mirror and ask yourself:

“WHAT DID I DO TO CONTRIBUTE INTO THIS SITUATION?”

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Lost love.

Have you ever lost someone you thought was the one for you?
Maybe they could have been the one?
Did they cheat on you?
Did you cheat on them?
Were you moody?
Did you use them?
Did you do something that turned them off?

Do you regret it?

Continue reading “Love Me, Lost Me, but Don’t Leave Me Alone…?” →

Sitting in the barber’s chair just now, I had a PREMIUM thought flash through my head.
I looked at myself in the mirror and I saw myself and smiled…

I have been placed here to see my Foxes grow and be strong.
I am here to inspire you all to be powerful human beings.
I want to put a major dent in the game.
I already started judging from my views and comments.
Even my Wolves have learned something or two from getting up deep in me.
I had a moment this morning that actually helped me than defeated me.
And now I have the perfect conclusion to help you as well as me.

Here it goes…

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I feel like I should be wearing some big glasses,
moving my head back and forth,
wearing all black,
and singing hood anthems…

a la…

It’s that wonderful period in my life again.
One that seems tougher than the past.
Now, a Fox has been:

Homelessness, sleeping on couches, broke, jobless, loneliness…
Not to mention betrayed, talked about, used and thrown to the side…

A Fox has been through the ends and outs.
God has blessed me so much these last few years that I could never complain.
But, I seem to be in a slump these last few months.
Nothing seems to be going where I want it to go.

Am I being ungrateful?

Continue reading “IT HURTS LIKE HELL.” →