First off: I want to thank EVERY person who left me love.
All your comments and all your emails.
It made me cry by all the love I was getting.
You came through for me
when I actually hit the floor and for that,
I am really appreciative.

*****

I will admit that I was getting “stuck”.
“He” was my one and only and helped provide me with nice things.
I was there for him and always had his back.
I did my job to make sure things went smooth and to receive love.
Who would have known that he wouldn’t recognize that and throw me to the side for a new “bitch”.
I almost felt like how Angela Bassett did in Waiting To Exhale.

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“I WAS YOUR WHITE MAN FOR FUCKING 5 YEARS.“

Yup.

I feel you Angela.
I feel you. 

Yesterday felt surreal.
Now that I am in my right mind…

LET’S GET INTO IT.
Continue reading “I Was Your Lover and Your Secretary, Working Every Day of the Week…” →

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I need to lay down.
My head is killing me. 

Letting go.

It is extremely hard to do.
Why is this?
Is it because we get comfortable?
Is it because we know no better?
Or, are we just not trying to go back to square one?

All I ask is…

Why is letting go so difficult to do?

Continue reading “I Had A Bad Break Up Today.” →

…. and my weekend has officially been ruined.

We will miss you Whitney.
You blessed the world with your amazing voice.

R.I.P 

“UM, SAY WHAT????”

We have all had the moments.
Someone says something to us and we are ready to knock their heads right off their shoulders.
The older I get, I realize that people are really shady.
They are not nice and will try to treat you like shit.
It use to bother me until I learned how to skillfully be nice/nasty.
So I had to ask you, my reader…

How much bullshit do you tolerate?

Continue reading “You Ain’t Nothing But A Big Fat Bully… so There!” →

Rejection is a bitch, ain’t it?
ESPECIALLY from someone like this:

or even this:

You see the Wolf of your dreams and you must have him.
Why wouldn’t he want you? – you ask.
You are cute, have a great personality, and a smile that can light up the room.
Shit, fuck that, YOU ARE SEXY.
You are perfect.
So you think you have what it takes and go after your Wolf.

Only to get CURVED.

You play it off like you are good and that asshole didn’t know what he is missing.

Uh huh. Yeah. Shit.

Okay…

You think it is over, but it isn’t.
There is a lot more to come after that rejection.

How do you really react when you are rejected?

Continue reading “Rejected. Curved. “HE DONT WANT YOUR ASS!”… Same thing, really.” →