JOE ROGAN THINKS THE TERM “BLACK” IS WEIRD

i love spotify but Lawd knows i’m tired of the podcast hype.
the joe rogan experience“,
a podcast hosted by joe rogan on spotify,
has been causing so much confusion.
i don’t listen and i only know joe from his days on “fear factor”.
he gave his views on a recent podcast about being black in africa and…

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THE GHOSTS IN MY CRIB TALK VERY LOUD

the ghosts are in the walls?
so it first started on monday after 8 pm.
i’m around my apartment and all of a sudden,
i hear this random noise that would stop and then start.
i’m looking around,
wondering wtf is going on,
when i hear the noise coming from my bathroom.
i had to record it because…

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SO WE MET WITH A NEW THERAPIST TODAY AND…

Sofa therapist isolated. couch psychologist. Vector illustration.

i really don’t like giving up.
that might be a gift and a curse when it came to people or jobs.
i’ve stuck around with filth way past its expiration date.
as you know,
ive been on the hunt for a new therapist.
every time i said i was gonna give up,
i’m led to a new direction in finding one.
i had my first assessment with a new one today and…

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VIVICA A. FOX BRINGS US AN UPDATE ON REGINA KING

i love that a majority of the black actresses in hollywood are friends.
i reallllllllllly like that shit.
in such a tough and racist forest that hollywood can be,
it helps when you have a community behind you.

One of my dreams is to be in a community with all the black industry gays,
whether it is Hollywood or creatives.
No one in the circle should ever be broke or hungry.

aunt viv aka vivica a. fox and regina king are really tight.
if you google,
you’ll see many pictures of them together.
viv wanted to update us on how regina has been doing.
as you know,
her son ian took his own life last week.
this is what she had to say on “cocktails with queens“…

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THE LAST TIME I TRIED TO TAKE MY OWN LIFE

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Triggering content, Adult content, Suicide

2004-ish.
it was between a lot of “being down bad“.
i was fed up with life and all the bad cards i was being dealt.
something triggered me and i was ready to end it.
pills was my drug of choice.
i had consumed a few sleeping pills and a dramatic ass voicemail greeting.
when someone called,
i wanted them to hear my goodbyes that i was gone.
after that,
i turned my phone off and went to sleep…

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I’VE BEEN FRYING MY BRAINS OUT (NO HELP REQUIRED)

i’ve joined the cult with others frying their brains out too.
i’ve accepted my fate and will walk with my head held high.
so 2 weeks ago,
i was craving pizza heavy.
just like when i have the idea to hop on a dating app,
The Universe sends me something that turns me tf off completely.
i saw ( x this ) news story the day i was gonna order.
i did the dorothy face shortly after i read it:

something told me to check out all the restaurant grades in my area.
the violations of “evidence of rats/mice” made my head spin.
after my soul came back to my bawdy,
i decided to order something that i’ve heard folks raving about.
i didn’t know much about it before i did some research,
but i was sold after all the reviews…

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