TL SLEEP CAUSE I’M NOT

i fell asleep relatively early last night.
around like 10-ish.
that is early for me since i board the sleep express at 1-2 am.
i just jumped up out of my sleep due to the nightmare i was having.
i’ve been having a lot of really vivid nightmare-ish dreams as of late.
this nightmare felt real tho…

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WHY DID CAL JACOBS CHOOSE VIOLENCE ON EUPHORIA?

*contains spoilers

i’ve imagined this is how older closeted males get when they are fed tf up.
they hate their families and the “straight” lives they chose.
i’m talking about the ain’t shit ones like cal jacobs,
played by eric dane,
from euphoria.

on last night’s episode,
he left my mouth wide TF open when he came home drunk as shit.
when i font you that i wasn’t ready for that dragging he ensued on them…

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ODELL BECKHAM JR ISN’T FILLED WITH TOXIC MASCULINITY

cc: esquire magazine

i love this picture of odell beckham jr.
heart eyes city.
we go from flash brown to odell.
it’s never a dull moment in the foxhole.
you know what i really appreciate?

The number of males in the foxhole who were there for me during my times in need.

males are taught to eat,
sleep,
and fuck.
anything else is “soft” or “gay” even with some gays too.
i’ve been one that most males came to when they needed advice or a shoulder.
unfortunately,
they weren’t strong to defend me when i needed them.
i loved this moment between odell beckham jr and deebo samuels.
odell plays for the rams and deebo plays for the 49ers.
after the 49ers lost,
deebo was crying on the bench.
this is what odell did

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FLASH BROWN HAS NOW ENTERED A FOXHOLE

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Nudity, Sexual Situations, Adult Content

top news is on-brand for this entry.
so i guess flash brown has entered the foxhole.
not my foxhole,
but in another fox’s foxhole.
flash brown claims he is “daddy” in his latest onlyfans:

this is what was sent to me from an f-bi

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THE ONES WHO CARRY THE HEAVIER BURDENS NEED PRAYERS

i use to carry the burden of always being on all the time.
even when i didn’t,
i did it out of insecurity tbh.
i wanted people in my real to know i was poppin’ too.
i wanted the wolves i liked to know i was still here.
you know what always annoyed me?

When I was on,
people in my real life would neglect my shit.
When I’m off,
those same people were wondering why I’m not posting.
I had people in group chats discussing WHY I wasn’t posting.
Oh he’s probably depressed again,” they said.
They had my number tho…

that use to fuck me up because they were never shy to support others.
people they talked about like trash got a like.
all of those same people are always and still “on” tho.
they have to let everyone know what cool shit they’re getting into.
it use to make me feel like i wasn’t enough but in reality…

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THE RUMORS ABOUT RIHANNA WERE TRUE THEN

i think the navy knew but we didn’t want to admit it.
from the oversized shirts,
hands over her belly,
and the weight gain,
we could all tell rihanna was gut full of human.
diggzy aka miles diggs confirmed it today with ^that shot and this one…

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