i had a feeling it was too good to be true.
thank god i been there before.
was way too sexual,
said all the right sexual things,
only wanted to meet to try something sexual.
i didn’t come this far to be “the dumb bitch” now right?…
so that astro-wolf turned out to be an astr-hole.
an very attractive astr-hole,
but an obvious one at that.
yes he had this career shit,
and too some i’m sure that would be a factor,
but he turned out to be someone who just wasn’t for me.
not only that,
he was already with someone!!!!
i received this text from an unknown number last week:
text 1: “who is this textin __________”
text 2: “oh u not gonna answer?”
text 3: “i just want to talk 2 u”
i didn’t reply.
could be a fox or vixen for all i know.
shit i didn’t know people still went through phones and text stalked.
something was up with him because he would never hit me up in the day.
it was always at night around or well after booty call hour.
“you up?”… text at 1:30am.
“yo what you doing?”…another text at 00:00am.
“i want to come over”… another text at 3:00 am.
when we did talk on the phone,
he was always pressuring me to come over to “give me a massage“.
i didn’t know i wanted one?
he also wanted a massage in return.
he wanted to come over one morning before work to get a massage.
again, when did i ask for these massages?
the conversation always went into these long drawn out convos about sex.
never really about getting to know me.
i know more about him in one phone call.
when he finally decided to ask me something about myself,
he asked me what position makes me cum the most?
but that’s besides the point.
all the antics made me stop replying to his random texts.
i was over it.
we had nothing in common besides fuckin’.
hell i don’t know what we had in common to be honest.
if it started on pure hardcore fuckin,
where did i think it would end at?
i told him when we first spoke that i wanted to move slow.
at least get to know him better.
he lied and said he wanted that and then in text the next night,
gon’ ask me if i keep my ass clean for surprise sex?
too bad he will never know.
on to the next one.…