do you know when you are looking like an idiot?
i mean, we all know at some point when we are fucking up.
we let someone in our lives and that person becomes our “all”,
we lose our focus and end up in a very dark place.
we stop calling our friends.
family becomes pushed to the side.
everything becomes about “him”.
we start being him.
we start to lose ourselves.
we don’t even realize he is trying to play us.
you think you are doing good,
but this mofo was the worst thing to come in your life.
do you really know when you have completely gone from “doing well“…
to “damn homie! you was the man homie…!”?
i started to wonder…
Can some dick/cheeks really be bad for you?
i was thinking about this ocho/evelyn drama last night in bed.
i started to look at things from both of their situations and i could see where things went wrong.
they were actually not good for each other.
they tried to make a one night stand turn into a working relationship.
one had visions of fame; the other have visions of money.
evelyn is a loud mouth gold digger who “cuts and runs” in drama.
she instigated things with her friends and the other females,
as you can see on the show.
she is really a angry person who can’t control it.
jenn tried to warn her that this was not a good idea and she didn’t listen.
she got so wrapped up in trying to be a wife.
she was desperate actually.
sadly, she let this wolf talk to her any which way.
she even agreed that it was okay for him to cheat on her,
as long as he told her and she picked the vixen.
certainly not the bitch throwing bottles in restaurants.
chad has always been an attention whore.
even before he got with evelyn,
i never knew him for his baller wolf skills.
i knew him as that nigga who always needed some kind of attention.
he managed to go this whole time without an arrest record.
but, as soon as he dipped his pen in that reality latina ink,
he started to fuck up a lot more.
teams didn’t want him because of the negative attention he started bring.
the ones who did sign him, realized he didn’t live up to the “baller wolf” potential.
he saw lights, camera, action and lost himself within the glare.
now he is jobless and carries a new title: ABUSER.
i started to wonder what happens when you meet someone and they’re not good for you….
why do we ignore the signs from jump?
or, do we just not see them?
some wolves/foxes/hybrids are so good at manipulation,
that you would not even know.
i know so many foxes who met the wrong wolf and lost it all.
they let a good pipe shift what was left of their common sense.
i often wonder if it a self esteem issue…
but I doubt it.
anyone can be turned out by the right one.
all that person has to do is slowly penetrate your brain with words covered in candy coated poison.
mix that with some GREAT sex and a emotional connection to something you are missing…
…and you are hooked.
typically, the person is fine as shit but a potential loser.
no job, no goals, and no fallback.
he has a “career” he wants to get, but hasn’t worked towards it.
usually, he is looking to be saved.
he goes from person to person,
evolving into whatever they like,
and getting what they need until it’s over and he is onto the next.
next stop: a testimony in YOUR the near future.
so i started to wonder…
Are you a soon to be victim ready to be turnt out?
don’t get turnt out…
- A Pre Baller Wolf Gets Naked? (insidejamarifox.com)
- I Have Voodoo In-Between My Butt Cheeks So Enter With Caution (insidejamarifox.com)
- OchoCinco Gives Evelyn Some Mean Head… Literally. (insidejamarifox.com)
- You Can Fuck Other Hoes As Long As You Don’t Kiss Them On The Mouth (insidejamarifox.com)