i love the law of attraction.
from very young,
when i would think of something i wanted,
it would somehow appear to me really quickly.
in the teachings of the law of attraction,
you have to act like you already have it.
“fake it til you make it”.
i would apply that same method when i met someone i was interested in.
they would have to show signs they were interested in me also.
i would consciously imagine we were already together in being an optimist.
the problem is…
I would get too emotionally attached before anything happened
id be mentally “in the relationship” before i even got past the gate.
i created a fantasy in my head,
in hopes it would manifest out in the future.
imagine my face being cracked when the wolf would get with someone else.
i’ve realized that has led to a lot of sadness and hurt feelings on my end.
i realized that is where i constantly went wrong.
those fantasies would become obsessions.
in my low confidence,
it would create lack which would lead to depression.
so from now on,
i’m gonna try something different.
if i’m attracted to a wolf,
i’ll acknowledge that attraction and move on.
i’m going to remain neutral with him until i get solid confirmation.
silly little signs mean nothing.
no more emotional chasing in my conscious mind.
i’ll continue to live my best life and consistently upgrade me.
i will also not let my horniness fuck me up to the point of desperation.
so even tho material possessions are easier to manifest,
other humans we are attracted to have free will.
you can’t make them move any faster or slower.
when they’re ready,
they’ll make a move.
someone better well.
this is the type of “bad fox” energy for this new decade ahead.