i spent pretty much my entire weekend in bed.
don’t think i was crying or some shit.
from my last entry,
my job had me tite.
i also had this bad headache for one.
two: i just needed some “me” time.
i wanted to sleep.
recharge.
well i decided i needed to get my shit together.
EARLY.
so i remembered i watched something that had me hype.
i found it on youtube and watched it when i woke up.
it pretty much put a new battery in my back…

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“hi.
i’m jamari fox.
i been acting like a bitch baby”.
i can admit the faults in my ways.
so i got up around 2ish and went to the barber shop.
well not before i put that “bitchbaby” scene on my iphone.
i listened to it on repeat as i walked down the street.
i asked my barber to re-invent my look.
he did a pretty good job as usual.
can we talk about the wolf who was eye fuckin’ me?
can we talk about how i nearly got his number?
can we talk about right wolf but the wrong place?
so now i’m feeling better.
i came home and did my budget.
i spent 346 on my credit card.
clothes and cologne.
i know.
i know.
don’t even start on me.
so this week since ive been bad,
my budget is a nice 20 something dollars.
if i follow this budget,
that bill can be paid off by christmas.
its going to be a quiet december.
i don’t mind because i might treat myself to an xo.
i’m gunning for that new call of duty.
i ended up cooking so i’ll have food for when i come home this week.
i just needed some time for myself this weekend.
i need to get back to whats important.
“me”.
oh and my sanity because…
well you already know.