accountability | may 24th – 31st

i’m late on this,
but i didn’t post yesterday since i took a day off.
leggo…

POSITIVES

FINALLY got a hold of unemployment.
i needed to verify my ID which is why my benefits were on hold.
sidebar: no emails or messages from them about that.

sidebar: been waiting since february to get through and this was the reason.
so i verified my ID and playing another round of the waiting game.

NEGATIVES

thinking of star fox really had me in a bad place mentally tbh.
i was really mourning for him a lot stronger than in other years.
i’ve been really open spiritually these days so that could be a reason too.

i can’t seem to think optimistic about unemployment releasing the funds.
the operator said that verification was the hold-up,
but i’ve been getting hella disappointments so i’m struggling to think positively.

i had light plans this weekend to at least have some fun,
but the weather was a wash.
everything got canceled and folks didn’t come through.
it might have been for the best since my money is in-between blessings.

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i’m moody so i can’t see the rainbow behind the clouds at the moment.
i’m trying not to start this new week off like shit.
im gonna stay busy and keep my head low.

4 thoughts on “accountability | may 24th – 31st

  1. And this too shall pass Jamari. You know my peace and blessings are always with you. Also, … once that check hits – its gonna be a small fortunate. Don’t do anything negroidean x)

  2. I’ll join in if that’s cool

    Positives:
    Finally found a local therapist to work through some lingering issues
    Taking a mini vacation to see family

    Negatives:
    Family still dealing with loss of close member
    Work load becoming a bit much to handle, need to work on delegation
    Working on saying no and not over obligating myself to events

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