i can come off really guarded in person.
it’s nerves tbh.
it is all nervous energy in how i come off to other people.
when alcohol is in me,
my inhibitions can help me relax but i don’t want to become an alcoholic.
weed has only made me paranoid af.
You hit me,
tell me about your toxic relationship,
I give you advice,
you do the opposite.
You announce you are breaking up & moving out,
i support the decision,
you go back home in the course of 1 day.
You tell me you’re cheating,
I’m over it so i agree,
I say you’re back to your old ways,
you tell me i need to go get dick and stop trying to plan your life.