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i must have come a long way.
before,
my anger issues would have had me going in.
( x see why here )
now…
i’m all zen and shit.
…the fuck did that happened?
i have learned something about me…

i have been called every name in the book.
shit like that doesn’t hurt me.
you can drag my fur follicles off and i won’t feel any pain.
what hurts me is me.
*taps chest* this guy…

my inner animal is the only thing that can hurt my feelings.
 break me down and make me cry.
i expect a lot from myself.

i know who i am.
i know that i’m a fuckin’ hoot.
i’m a good gatdamn animal gatdammit.

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someone cussin’ me out only effects them.
i don’t get mad over shit like that.
how can i?

…so yeah.
i like a straight wolf with quotations.
i might even love him.
guess what?
that’s my problem.
one that i have to figure out.
i’m on that journey and it’s helping other animals out there.
sounds like a win/kinda loss/kinda win/win kinda loss.

foxhole.
when you accept you’re not perfect,
and you know all your flaws,
then you become invisible.
people can say/do what they want to you.
your answer to them will be:

“is that the best you got?
you throw like a bitch.”14vojfawhen you been broke,
betrayed,
left for dead,
homeless,
and lost all the people you ever loved
your feelings shouldn’t get hurt that easily.
you might even scare yourself how far you’ve come.
i know i am.

lowkey: i’m starting to think i’m a powerful little fox.
i need get my inner animal up to speed.

15 Comments

  1. Brandon T. said:

    I give you a round of applause because getting to happiness is hard. Now, I accept I’m not perfect and I plan on not being so. I’ve been called names so many times that I honestly don’t care. I was told that they’re jealous of me and I let them take my happiness away which causes insecurities. I’m handsome, funny, and intelligent and they can’t stand it. So now, I’m like, “Awww you mad? Shoo I ain’t mad! I mean I’m sorry or whatever, but you’re mad! You find stuff to be mad about!” At the end of the day, find yourself at peace and happiness and filled with joy, and no one can’t make you mad.

    February 1, 2016
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    • Jamari Fox said:

      ^it takes a lot of strength.
      you get to the point where you’re like:

      “blah”

      it’s crazy.

      February 1, 2016
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  2. Eric said:

    Come through Jamari your speaking the truth and I needed to hear this.

    February 1, 2016
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  3. The Man said:

    I liked this and it was nothing but the truth. I agree 100%.

    February 1, 2016
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  4. Lindo said:

    I wish I could add a gif to give you a standing ovation

    February 1, 2016
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  5. Tyson said:

    You better preach dude! I agree wholeheartedly!

    February 1, 2016
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  6. mikey kun said:

    Love this post, you know who you are and even if you slip and fall you always get back up. Fuck the haters do you always.

    February 1, 2016
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  7. JajR said:

    Amen.

    February 2, 2016
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  8. Immanuel said:

    Yep I was the one who cussed you out. And I stand by my comments regarding WW. Glad you are tough and can roll with the punches. It’s a part of life. And sorry about the hardships you have experienced in life, especially losing your parents and good friend so soon. That’s hard.

    P.S. I’m still Hella curious about whether you gave that apple watch back!

    February 2, 2016
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  9. Zen Buddha said:

    I had to reread the beginning a few times.
    I thought some undercover shade was being thrown my way.

    February 2, 2016
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    • Zen Buddha said:

      It wasn’t your writing tho.
      It was my dyslexia.

      February 2, 2016
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