we all want to be accepted.
we all want to be liked and loved.
it’s what drives us into wanting popularity.
it makes us create personas on social media accounts.
everyone in this world wants attention.
what happens to those who can’t achieve popularity?
those who are outcasts to society?
elliot rodgers is the perfect example of an outcast to society.
instead of him using it to fuel his drive for power,
he decided to shoot up innocent victims in a fit of rage at santa barbara…
isn’t that crazy.
i was reading through elliot rodger’s manifesto and was completely mind blown.
the first half it went from me actually feeling sorry for him.
he came off like this nerd who just wanted to fit in.
as i read on,
he started coming off like a fuckin’ psycho.
which he was.
he was a kiss less bullied virgin who wanted to be accepted by females.
he was also a lowkey spoiled brat as well.
he couldn’t understand why the pre baller wolves,
and any straight wolf for that matter,
was getting pussy and he wasn’t.
personally he would have made a great twink.
i think he if he tried his shot at lookin’ for wolves,
he would have had more success.
what also confused me was his father was a director on “the hunger games”.
how could he not get any pussy off that?
you know how many wolves would have ran with that to get in some panties?
hell he couldn’t even find a geek off a message board?
ones where they talked about plants or christianity?
baffled i was.
there had to more that was wrong with him.
well besides the crazy.
lets not forget the crazy.
it wasn’t like he was ugly…
…he was just fuckin’ weird.
he had no game.
i’m gay and even i could get pussy if i really wanted.
hell even if you reading wanted as well.
he was also a good writer.
turning that entire manifesto into a movie.
it’s not like he didn’t have the resources.
ultimately he got what he wanted tho.
everyone is talking about him.
even if it is for 15 minutes.
his whole situation left me to wonder about the ignored and the isolated.
it’s no surprise that being gay can leave many of us alone out here.
not all of “us” are attending gay clubs or pride events.
we are not front row at sex parties.
some of us just live normal lives,
getting sex here and there,
or maybe even not at all.
some of us are lonely.
some of us want a friend(s)
some of us are dying to fit it in somewhere.
some of us are getting bullied by the straights and the gays.
some of us are going home to empty apartments and lonely lives.
did elliot rodger deranged rants actually speak to people out there?
people who are suffering and have turned bitter?
there is no doubt being gay can turn one very pessimistic.
when you got virgins out here going insane,
putting together murder plots and writing elaborate manifestos,
i had to ask…
Did this crime actually shine a light on being an outcast?
may his victims rip.