You Missed.

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i must have come a long way.
before,
my anger issues would have had me going in.
( x see why here )
now…
i’m all zen and shit.
…the fuck did that happened?
i have learned something about me…
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Its All About Me (The Season of Selfishness)

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first album.
the chorus goes:

“its all about me me me me me…
forget about you you you you…”

giphythe song was about her saying she wanted to be pampered by her man that night.
more often than not,
we get into this nasty habit of giving too much of ourselves to everyone.
someone sends a text,
we reply right back.
someone calls and we must pick up on the second or third ring.
someone is horny and we must go fuck them.
we can be way too available.
i’m realizing that is actually bad and needs to killed with fire
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You’re A Selfish Bitch

-1jamari fox is selfish.
 my time,
my emotions,
my money,
my booty,
my throat,
 my heart.
well now.
i use to be “nice”,
bending over backwards for everyone,
but i have realized that the nice foxes usually get left behind.
there is such great power in keeping that “nice” thing in check,
but it always seems to hard to activate it.
i had to wonder…

Why is it so hard to be selfish about what we deserve?…

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Written With YOU In Mind.

finger-pointing123i’m sitting here thinking about you.
yeah.
you…

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I Would Ride The Hell Out Chu. I Damn Sure Would.

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i saw my dream car tonight!
my dream wolf also owned it.
that’s another story.
i ran out of brown rice,
so i had to take a quick trip to the corner store.
when i walked out my building,
i saw this sexy wolf talkin to the spanish vixen couple buildings up.
he was definitely my type,
but i didn’t even focus on him for to long.
his car is what really got my attention….

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WHEN WE ROLE PLAY: (60)

Paparazziwelcome to the entertainment industry.
a place you have been struggling for a while.
you do __________.
you been trying to get noticed for your talent.
you see everyone rising the top but you.
so you keep on working your ass off.
well it finally it happened.
whatever you did caught on and stardom has happened.
everyone knows your name now.
the blogs are giving you full support.
the foxhole has even featured you as “baller ______”.
you get invited to all the a list events.
good seats with no questions asked.
you get to network with people who actually make moves.
everywhere you go there is someone wanting to take your picture.
good right?…

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