It’s A Good Year For Wolves To Walk Out Your Life!

2017 has truly been the year of wake up calls.
it has also been the year of unexpected goodbyes as well.
it really has been exposing who is really in your corner.
i thought i had good straight wolves as friends,
but i see just how i meant nothing to some of them…
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Pull Up Next To My Bumper Baby

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“what you doing?”

“work.
wassup?”

“i’m gonna pick you up later…”

thank god for that text.
it was damn near 1000 degrees outside.
the thought of taking all those trains,
and transfers that came with it,
felt like hell.
i still had to walk a few blocks home so i was happy for the ride…
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An Uninterrupted Hour With Work Wolf

16516017808_ceb44777ef_zwork wolf randomly hit me up today.
i guess i need to eat my font from the other day.
i was working on a project and i saw his name ding on my phone.
it started off with regular small talk
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The End, A New Beginning, and A Different Fox

tumblr_n9ix1gg1G41t1prrio1_500it’s so funny how closure works.
you either get it or you end up doing it yourself.
i did the latter and it all came to an end today…
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Preparing To Say Goodbye

tumblr_static_a366if6zrogk00gkws8g08ws8have you ever been in a situation,
where you know something is ending or change is coming,
but it doesn’t really hit you until it’s coming?
you can talk all day about wanting to move out your forest,
but as soon as the week or day before,
you suddenly start getting sad and feeling regret.
well welcome to that magical place called “the comfort zone”.
it’s a place where you can feel happiness or content,
but feel attached to what you are use to.
so my entire department was pulled into a big meeting today…
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I’m Cummin’ Up To A New Mountain

tumblr_o255umavie1u4tvlro1_500tomorrow starts my new path on the mountain trail:

“i cum first”

as i said i would from the “no more mr nice guy” break free exercise.
today i have been in a reflective kind of mood.
for some odd reason,
i feel nervous about:

– putting me first
– stop care taking
– no more external validation
– change my thinking with affirmations/responsibility training

it’s like i’m already thinking ahead,
rather than staying in the present moment.
since the foxhole is my “safe person”,
i have been having a lot of slips.
i’ll tell you with what

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