i’m not my voice

i’ve said it before but i hated my voice growing up.
along with hating my voice,
i hated my whole being as well.
i was always being picked on for something,
either at home or at school.
i highlighted and enhanced everything i thought was wrong with me.
i wasn’t like the other boys

Uber-Masculine
Played sports
Playing “20 minutes of heaven inside her coochie”
Fathers being proud of them

i had a high voice,
had feminine mannerisms,
many would consider “soft”,
and my father was slowly evolving into the bitter betty pokemon.
i did love track and field and could run like black beauty.
in an “a-ha” moment today,
i realized something about all the things i “hated” about myself.
all of those things i thought were “wrong” with me…

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What Was That? What Did You Say? (Speak Up)

Megaphone-LP-01sometimes we don’t speak up when we should.
sometimes we let things fester.
sometimes when we need to be brave,
we don’t pick up our sword and armor.
sometimes we just let things…
slide
that can be an issue
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It Made Me Uncomfortable

oklolfirst and foremost,
i love paramore.
i own their first album and it still gets spins.
i love hayley william’s voice as well.
well she was recently vocal about miley cyrus ratchet performance on the vmas and all i can say is:

FINALLY!
SOMEONE GETS IT!…

she spoke on 98.7 amp radio in detriot to let her voice be heard…

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#KanyeSoundsLike He At An Interview At The Gap

Screen Shot 2013-08-24 at 3.28.18 PMhe ain’t this kanye west no more.
he is this kanye west now.
the full interview from “the kris jenner show” below…

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Kanye West Balls Were Being Squeezed On The Kris Jenner Show

1361549896_tumblr_majvhsIQrn1r46hzdo1_500i love kanye west.
i love him.
i do.
he’s going to appear on the kris jenner showfinale this friday and something is different.
is it just me or does his voice sound…

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f0xmail: I Think This Singer Is Cute, But What Do You Really Think?

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I am crushing on this dude. Tell me what you think. His name is Shamar Forte from NY. He is a singer/model with a decent voice and sexy as shit. Check his site http://shamarforte.com/

MY ANSWER…

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