mi

I Hate That I Can’t Turn My Heart Off

when i came home yesterday,
i had an unexpected visitor sitting at my door.
it was mi.
she had all her bags and was holding an envelope…
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The Origins of Mi

i haven’t done anything.
my weekend was pretty much ruined friday night.
i can’t stop not thinking about what happened either.
the whole scene loops in my head.
i been either laying in bed or talking to my people who lent a shoulder.
the first thing they all say:

“i did not see this coming.”

they know we’ve gotten into it,
but they didn’t think it would escalate like that.
everyone from star fox mother,
to karoake,
have been on board with kicking her out.
the comments on here are all full tilt “she gots to go”.
left doesn’t want to see her on the streets.
the pretty vixen thinks we need to fix it because we have similar stories.
work wolf wants us to work it out.
he said if she comes to me to talk about it,
and we have a real discussion,
then don’t kick her out.
if she doesn’t,
then let her be on her way.
another one said she needs to get therapy and anger management.
jamari fox: confused.
my adrenaline is down now so i can think.
here is the thing with mi…
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Alcohol Doesn’t Heal Hurt

“are you okay?”

that is one of the texts from mi i got right after i closed my laptop last night.
i shouldn’t be asked if i’m “okay”.
are you serious?
you hurt me and ask me i’m okay?
bitch…
so this is how it went down last night.
if i’m in the wrong,
please let me know…
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Clash of The Titan

so mi and i fought tonight.
literally fist fighting in my apartment.
she came at me crazy and i showed her my crazy.
it was a scene.
she threw glasses at me.
some of my vases are broken.
i got scratches on me.
i tried not to knock her head off,
since she is a female,
but i had to drag her crazy ass through the crib.
i grabbed her shirt and tried to block the swings.
she tried to get a knife.
the bitch straight blacked on me.
it was like a crazy person from off the street.
either way i kicked her ass out.
i threw all her shit in the hall.
i’m done.
i don’t live like this.
its funny how jay predicted this yesterday.

Fuck (Mi)

i have had a very challenging week.
my job is being “my job”.
even tho my old boss is gone,
and it has gotten a lot calmer,
it seems pineapples have gone buck wild.
its like people doing what they feel like.
everyone taking days off and backing up the work load.
people been out for the week now.
the new boss is just allowing it.
i was supposed to go to karrine steffan’s event for her new book.
that didn’t happen because i had to work overtime.
well i was having a good day today until mi hit me up this afternoon…
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