moreso mad at myself.
i should know better,
but i continue to play myself.
i use to see the truth in everyone,
but i put that to the side to see the good.
well when it comes to mi,
i’m realllllllly good…
i didn’t do much today.
sleep was not an option last night either.
i ended up watching 2 movies,
starting showtimes around 12am:
girl on the train
“split” was eh.
i highly recommend “girl on the train”.
it kept my mind briefly off mi and her situation.
well today wasn’t any better…
i just got some fucked up news.
you ever got some news that made your whole world stop?
everything started moving in slow motion?
well that is how i felt when i got the call mi tried to kill herself…
so things are going bad for mi.
i currently have my phone on “dnd”.
i wanted a break from everyone and everything today.
well i see i have a text from mi…
“i am going to kill myself”
that was the text that shook though my soul last night.
i had to stop what i was doing.
i fully understand how someone feels when you get a text like that.
i get what it feels like when i would send “help me” texts in my past.
that was from mi…