Get The HELL Up Out My Face “Boy”.

Sitting in the barber’s chair just now, I had a PREMIUM thought flash through my head.
I looked at myself in the mirror and I saw myself and smiled…

I have been placed here to see my Foxes grow and be strong.
I am here to inspire you all to be powerful human beings.
I want to put a major dent in the game.
I already started judging from my views and comments.
Even my Wolves have learned something or two from getting up deep in me.
I had a moment this morning that actually helped me than defeated me.
And now I have the perfect conclusion to help you as well as me.

Here it goes…

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This Will Be (An Everlasting Luck)

I love to hear about happy endings.

I have always liked to hear about people falling in love.
Men, women, aliens… whatever.
It always seem to do something to me on inside.
I use to get sad and wonder when will my Prince come couple years ago.
But, these days, I actually love to hear a good love story.
Makes me want to search harder to find someone to call my own.
But I had to ask:

Are some people just lucky in finding love?

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It’s Like Chasing Clouds (The Fox Version)

It started with a guy in 2001.

He actually came uninvited to my crib with mutual friends of ours.
I didn’t pay any attention to him attraction-wise, but I was asking who the hell was he?
Seriously, he was very attractive.
He was tall, toned, nice waves, a handsome face, and a mixed red bone.
He was a hood boy/church boy innocence, but he had that “urban model” flair.
His UN-announced ass also brought his hood rat girlfriend too….

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f0xmail: I’m Asain With A Fetish For Black Wolves. HELP!?


Another exciting f0xmail entry.
Here goes:

Hey Jamari,

This may sound odd, but I am an Asian male and I read your blog. I find myself attracted to black guys. Just wondering how an Asian guy like myself can step up his game and make himself more appealing to black guys for both sex and dating. I live in The Concrete Forest, been to some sex parties where black guys say I have a nice ass and fuck me, but that’s pretty much the extent of my experience. Are black guys open to Asians?

My answer…

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The Pain Behind The Happy Fox’s Eyes

No one truly knows the pain that can go on behind Foxes eyes.

This is dedicated to my Foxes out there in the struggle…

I am a proud Fox, but I am in constant battle within myself.
I am not scared to be honest because honesty is always the best policy around dese parts.
Trust me when I say though that I have been all 4 of these issues:

Sometimes, we have no one to talk too.
Sometimes, we have so much hurt that we do not want to talk at all.
Some of us have been used as sexual playthings to satisfy the desire of unsure Wolves.
While others have never been touched and dream of being rescued from our lonely dens.

Which Fox are you?

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The Story of my Life

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Even tho she cannot sing,
the words in this song…

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