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i’m here to be opinionated and messy.
i’m also here to be emotional and a depressed mess too.
shit,
i’m even here to offend.
this site wasn’t made to be perfect.
this is the one place i don’t want to be perfect.
the intent wasn’t to befriend other bloggers in hopes of social climbing.
i could care less if kid fury,
b scott,
funky dineva,
or necole bitchie don’t like me.
not my problem.
even the celebs that i talk about,
there wasn’t/isn’t an insane need to kiss ass for their acceptance.
you know what truly inspires me?…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

so last night,
i decided to indulge in a bedtime story.
it would be told from my crush i wrote about yesterday,
kiing law.
“obie”,
as he was introduced to me.
when i met him,
i thought he was straight.
i may be in severely “deep like” with you,
but i’m respectful of potential boundaries.
plus,
i’m shy and i’m not with the “hittin on random males” shits.
anyway,
what i ended up reading was a powerful story of his coming out.
he wrote it on his own blog and i wanted to share a snippet for the foxhole…

HE MAKES MY TAIL SIT UP LIVIN' THIS LIFE WE LIVE

“he blocked me because i said i saw him featured on your blog.”

wow.
i was told that yesterday by a foxholer about an alleged attentionisto.
this one:

um…
isn’t he trying to be a “model”?
he needs all the attention he can get.
although i suspect he will be getting into porn.
so foxhole,
has it come to this?
they are mad to grace the foxhole at insidejamarifox.com.
well i love it.
yes.
i.
love.
it.
i’ll tell you why in a nicely wrapped up entry

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

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being home from the plantation today…
*inhales*
*exhales*
the air smells so much sweeter.
the sun was beaming through my window.
my blankets were scattered about around me.
it was like a whole scene.
like in the beginning when they introduce the character…
mi also had to be in work at 8am so i’m home alone.
i feel at peace.
like in the first time in a long time.
as i laid in my bed,
i couldn’t help but think about some issues in the forefront…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI