when the folks tell me that there is no God,
i’m often baffled.
“something” has been guiding me on this journey of mine.
i get ideas that just pop into my head/spirit,
and when i follow them,
all kind of magically delicious shit happens.
that is not for chance.
i’ve been seeing:
…all over the place.
i take that as signs rather than coincidences.
well when one of my foxholers sent me the following video,
i knew it was the work from the one above…
that came right on time.
two vixens i know un-followed me in the past two days.
i thought we were cool,
but i was definitely wrong on that assumption.
so i decided to look deeper.
they were never my friends.
one became too conscious and woke for her own good.
she started posting about lions,
and how they are connected to our struggle.
everyone on her timeline was eating that shit up.
i didn’t fit her narrative anymore.
the second was this snow bunny i met at the last job.
she extended her paw to me when i got there.
when i was working there,
she was all over my social media.
as soon as i got the boot,
that came to a swift end.
i sent her a message recently and got no response.
i started asking myself what am i doing wrong?
is everyone leaving my life off social media?
you see that end of that sentence?
“…off social media”.
not even real life,
but this virtual high school we all attend via our phones.
it’s not even strangers,
but ones i actually know and communicated with in real life.
“God is cleaning shop.”
most of these randoms were never my friends anyway.
why should i care?
when my actual friends do this,
then it’s probably time to re-evaluate.
i saw that video and it all made sense again.
from the books i’ve been reading,
the messages in the shows i been watching,
and all the in-betweens,
my God has been preparing me for something.
i don’t know if he has been doing the same to you too.
lowkey: there is something amidst in 2017.
the energy is different.
through it all,