so you already know how i feel about jonathan gilberto.
don’t forget the “h”.
from a physical standpoint…
…he is exactly the prototype what i need.
and there is a nice big but,
why do i feel like jonathan is kinda…
his instagram kinda says it all.
he seems like he has been hurt and is now extremely guarded.
like i was reading the following and the statuses:
…and from someone on the outside,
who may want to get at him,
these make it seem like he will be real tough to deal with.
you trying to love and hold him down and he gonna be self sabotaging.
only what i pick up from what he posts on his instagram.
i dealt with alla that from a straight wolf last year.
i’m not trying to go down that road again.
jonathan represents many of “us” in these forests tho.
animals in my life have even expressed the same.
mi says she can’t “love” and jumps in and out like double dutch
ww has admitted he does the animals who do him right all wrong
so we are out here putting out applications for someone,
but we are hoarding way too much baggage.
as jonathan put it.
how can you receive love if you are blocking it?
this is why i’m working hard on myself.
i can’t be my best self:
…if i’m running in and out of relationships with issues.
the next doesn’t deserve the drama from the ex(es).
yes we been all hurt,
but we always gotta ask ourselves,
is it them…
…Or is it me?
you’ll be surprised how 98% of the time it’s “us”.
i’d still give jonathan a chance tho if he was one of “us”.
he is still “straight until proven gay”.
i’d lovvvvveeeeeeee to get my paws all over that…
…but he’d have to get his shit together first.
pictures credited: jonathan gilberto h.