so mr big wolf and i spent the afternoon together.
he only lasted a good,
i guess you could say i’m over it…
so while i was at work,
taking a break from working,
mr. big wolf sent me a text.
“working kinda wassup?”
“we need to talk about last weekend…”
by “last weekend”,
he meant when he dropped off the info about him wanting to be with me.
i replied that i wanted to take it slow and be friends.
that was the last i heard from him until today.
i guess when i said take it slow,
he took it literally.
“…but i don’t want to mess up the friendship with us right now.
i know i will fuck it up.
i could really see you being in my life for a while and i really care about you.
plus i’m also dating too.”
“i mean i’m cool with it either way,
but why did you send me a message like that if you dating?”
i felt alone and thought it would be a good idea.”
“well i mean like i said i’m cool.
this is why i said take it slow anyway,
but its all good!”
he started talking to me about wanting to chill soon.
wanting to see the new angelina jolie movie.
my plans for memorial day weekend.
i don’t know if i even want to chill with him anymore.
sure i would love to hang with someone who is in the life,
but he kinda low key pissed me off.
i don’t exactly know why i’m pissed,
but i’m sure it had something to do with the dumb shit of the earlier texts.
in my head,
he wasn’t the “wolf” i had in mind anyway.
plus i don’t think i would be able to really get comfortable with him.
those pesky morals.
he would definitely be “the wolf to fill the void of loneliness for the moment.”
not to mention that i’d be his rebound.
i don’t “do” rebound.
i do “real legit situation“.
i’m sure it doesn’t involve him even though i did think he was cute.
i may not be perfect,
but i’m glad i can recognize when a red flag starts blowing in the wind.