I Hit On Him and Then He Hit Me
#havesandhavenots was the shit wasn’t it?
good damn tv.
well i couldn’t stop thinking about how wyatt extracted that confession out of jeffery.
that “look at that bulge” line tho…
with those tight ass pants jeffery had on and wyatt saw that?
in this lifestyle,
i call jeffery a “newbie”.
the one who hasn’t had his *safety seal broken.
(*safety seal: as soon as you do anything with the same sex.)
so you are completely new to how this whole thing works.
you think that as soon as you say “me likey peen/booty“,
then everyone happens to feel the same way.
not a chance.
worse if you meet the wrong people(s),
you can be manipulated.
i was once a victim…
so there was this straight wolf i liked.
i mean liked a lot.
i mean would have married him if he gave me a ring.
well one day after speaking to a phony i thought was my people,
he pumped me up into super fox to ask him if he was gay.
so i set it up real sweet.
i went to his crib alone one night to “chill” aka “smoke”.
we were smoking and talking about life.
i thought that was the right que to ask.
well i asked if he was bisexual because i thought that was better.
straight wolf smiled,
put his hand on my shoulder,
and said a simple “no”.
after that it was awkward silence in a cloudy living room.
i was devastated because i was so sure i was right.
he never spoke to me again.
i’m also sure he told mutual friends that i asked him as well.
i was so embarrassed,
but i played it off as good as i could.
lets just say i learned my lesson fast.
that past situation kind of scorned me i won’t even front.
i won’t even look at a wolf in his eyes if he is “straight” and i’m attracted to him.
the way how wyatt did it was obvious enough to lower your guard,
but jeffery should have known better.
wyatt threw a fit when he slipped up the episode before.
you never know when someone really likes you.
you can create a fantasy in your head only to be shot down.
it happens to the best of us.
no matter how clouded my judgment is,
i’m not revealing shit until i know the coast is clear.
i also let a wolf put his cards on the table.
i work better when i know you want this.
the worst thing is to be wrong about someone’s sexuality.
some straight dudes don’t take too kindly to it.
you never know when someone is about to set you up also.
this is why so many down low wolves get taped on the low.
i figured it was the peen to mouth resuscitation.
always stand your guard and read every sign carefully.
trust no bitch.
with all that being said i couldn’t help but wonder…