“He Probably May Not Call Me Back.”
that entry title is my attitude for 2014.
now i know you’re thinking:
“um negative much?”
…but im taking a more realistic standpoint.
you should as well…
so you know you meet that wolf,
fine as hell,
everything in the package is big and juicy.
he assures you that everything is all good.
“im feelin you tho.
you not like the others.”
since he is acting like he is feelin you,
you already putting in your mind to take all “vacant” signs down for your love life.
don’t ack like you don’t.
you want his heart.
he wants your mouth and butt cheeks.
you mess around because lets face it,
he got you open.
after you’re done,
he tells you he gonna call.
a few days go by and still no messages.
you send a few texts/calls to a no response.
well fuck that.
when you meet any wolf,
have in your mind he may not call you back after that first meeting.
whether you met on a chat site or in real life,
some wolves are just only suppose to enter you to give you pleasure and that’s it.
safe pleasure always.
he can talk all kinds of shit until he is blue in the face.
if you actions don’t match your mouth then it don’t make sense.
let this new year be about you.
be as selfish as you want.
you and i both deserve it.
our job now is to show up,
present you best self,
and go with the flow.
im learning since being in florida to just go with the flow.
if i’m feelin’ you,
and you passed all the health tests and i let you beat…
then so be it.
i’ll give him the best head and ass,
doing it only for equal pleasure,
and then after he cleans me off,
i politely thank him for the good time and go about my business.
still keeping the “vacant” sign up,
but still open to whatever from whomever.
if you want more then you know how to reach me.
the days of “doing too much” end this year.
new me and you.