we are powerful.
i can tell just by the comments you leave.
unless you are a hyena who wanders into the foxhole,
the foxhole is a very intelligent bunch.
if we banded together,
we could bring down the nation with the secrets we keep.
so why do we do what we do?
we give our power away to those who don’t deserve it.
the person that calls you every time they need help.
they know you will drop what you’re doing.
i got to thinking about something today…
we always end up in these situations with these “question mark” males.
i call them question marks because they leave your ass wondering.
in this one sided “love”.
the male could be straight.
i’m seeing it with the attentionisto gays/bis.
we are motivated by sex to assist him.
we want to fuck.
he knows this.
we slowly start giving away our power in hopes he does one day.
we are enabling him.
enabling this grown ass male to play victim.
he does this because he knows we will be there to help him.
but if a vixen or someone we deemed “ugly” asked for the same help,
we would charge or press “blocked”.
we gotta stop putting on these “capes” for someone who wouldn’t do the same.
the crazy part?
the same asshole is chasing someone who won’t take them seriously.
so they come to us because they know our noses are wide open.
this grown ass male could as well start asking you to wipe his ass.
deep down inside,
you love him and his dirty ass drawz.
it’s time to stop playing “house husband”.
getting depressed as he tells tales about all these vixens/gays he is fucking.
i think it’s time we all look at ourselves.
we get lonely that we start becoming desperate.
it’s time to start realizing what’s sexy.
knowing your worth is sexy
saying “no” is sexy
making whoever work for your attention is sexy
being “difficult” is sexy
pulling his card is sexy
not tolerating bullshit is sexy
you ever notice those who are “werewolves” are desired more?
if he can’t handle you like that,
then he can go.
there is the door.
he doesn’t ever have to speak to you again.
it sounds scary,
but you already settling for scraps of his attention as is.
if he really tries it:
it hit me today.
i’ve been playing “the idiot” to wolves i am attracted to.
i have a big heart and an even bigger sex drive.
i was acting desperate.
the wolves i’m not attracted to in the least tho…
they’re in love with me.
funny how that works.
if i’m wrong in this entry,
please let me know.
i’d love to hear your thoughts.