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Dear Jamari,I’m sick of the vixens winning, there I said it. Disclaimer I love women and very pro women this email is NOT ANTI WOMEN. For the last couple weeks, I have a lot on my mind to say about the wolves. First, there has been 5 wolves that you have posted on your blog over the years. From their instagram pages, one just got married, three are in new relationships with vixens, and the other who has been single forever is hinting that he is in love with someone. Now now just listen Jamari that might sound very immature and petty for me to write that, but I’ll tie it up later. A week in half ago I was at the grocery store and I seen a sexy wolf who was eye fucking me in the store, when I was walking out the store he was in his car and he drove by me as I was walking to my car he was eye fucking me the whole entire time when he was driving. Well today I seen the same wolf from the grocery store at the gym today, we exchanged a few glances with one another, but there was a vixen who was at the gym who he stopped and starting flirting with and they exchanged numbers. Also, my work wolf situation is getting more complicated, now I wrote about him a few weeks ago, but some things have changed since then. I kind of cut him off a little bit, because he does have a vixen now, but he has been extra touchy feeling with me in the last week. Like, really touching me, adjusting himself in front of me and staring me down, since he does have big muscles he loves to flex and do shit like grab his arms in front of me, but then gets on his phone with his girl and flirts with her in front of my face. I write all this to say I am very tired of the gay life and I hate writing that. I wish I could be straight or bi because it seems my life would be so much easier. The article you posted last week about being gay hit home for me, that it really got me thinking. I’m not trying to feel sorry for myself, just keeping it real. The gay life makes me think I am going crazy, I am also very sexually frustrated. I do love men, I love masculine men, I love men with muscles, that’s me and I’m not going to apologize for that. I’m just tired of being single and discrete with my sexuality. I do understand straight vixens, have their issues, but they can openly date these wolves, marry them, have their babies, and us gay men cannot compete with them so yeah that’s what I mean when I write the vixens are winning in MY eyes. You are more than welcome to share this with the foxhole. Much love and blessing to you Jamari.
thank you reader.
blessings and love to you as well.
i’m starting to realize life is all in the way you see things.
if you change your focus,
you will see that what you thought isn’t really what it is.
all you gotta do is look hard enough and you’ll see.
i use to think vixens won.
i was jealous of many vixens in my life.
when you have a lack in your life,
and look at everyone around you,
it’s easy to get caught up in a negative thought process.
now don’t get me wrong,
there are a ton of vixens out here dating some of the finest wolves.
here is one:
they have the luxury of being approached in public,
going on dates,
being paraded around friends and fam,
and having cubs.
it seems easier…
…but is it really?
i’ll be honest with you reader.
vixens have it much worse.
they are being used as “public interest” blow up dolls.
vixens are out here exposing a whole ass or tits for a shot at love
… just like we do for a shot at some dick:
how does one get the camera aimed so perfectly?
in all honesty,
they have it worse than we do.
he will get at her in public (if he isn’t scared af).
he will take her on a date (and that is an “if”).
he will parade her around his fam and wolf pack (that is a huge “if”).
she can bare his cubs (and might be stuck with an aint shit jackal for 18 years).
vixens are constantly being disrespected by wolves nowadays.
she could be a christian or attentionista on the gram.
most of them get lumped in the same category.
“I’M TRYING TO FUCK…
AND THAT’S IT.“
if they vixen is black,
then forget it.
it’s being overlooked by someone who looks racially ambiguous.
those are the wolves who want the “light skin; light eyed” cubs.
even that vixen isn’t guaranteed the happy ending.
the wolves you mentioned in your foxmail aren’t prizes either.
they might be dl wolves using these vixens as props.
their “scaredy cat” asses are comfortable with eye fuckin’ you,
but stuck in the routine of stagnation with them.
they in the gym trying to look like warriors,
but they can’t find their balls to get at you.
no wonder why most of them are single.
half of them have the NERVE to act entitled.
the wolf for you wouldn’t be acting like a bitch.
he goes after what he wants.
those types would probably contract hiv and wouldn’t tell you.
i’d say you’re winning.
dating sucks in all aspects.
the straights have issues.
the lesbians have issues.
the foxhole has issues.
the only ones who might be winning are straight wolves.
snow wolves will always lead the pack.
the only reason straight males appear to be winning is because of choice.
vixens will always be under straight males.
gays are underneath murderers,
they use the “hunters” excuse to fuck 50-11 holes at once.
it all looks the same from the back,
…no matter who its cumming from.
just because something appears to be one way,
like the flirting or the “the happy social media relationship”,
doesn’t mean it’s really so.
relationships take work.
it’s not an ig filter or flirting in a parking lot.
most of these wolves are lazy af,
cheat when they’re bored after a week,
and try to emulate the life of a “billboard 200” rapping hyena.
most of that shit is not real.
the ironic part?
Most vixens think WE are lucky because the “fine ones” tend to be gay
their ratchet gay jackals show them their “dl trade” and que the instant depression.
someone is comparing their lives to us as well.
i can’t stop you from wanting to be straight or bi,
but if you take a good look at the vixen life,
you’ll see it ain’t all it’s cracked up to be.
so like us,
they do get all the good dick(heads)…
…and it’s a consistent search to find a good one.
i hope this helps and continue striving to be the best.
if you keep looking at everyone else,
you’ll miss what’s right in front of you.
lowkey: i get a lot of foxmails so if i don’t answer,
don’t throw a tomato at me!