the scene: a beach resort.
that is how the dream started last night…
it was bright because the sun was beaming.
i also could feel the breeze against my skin.
i felt happy because i fell asleep with A LOT on my mind last night.
the dream had various scenes of me doing various things alone.
swimming in some underwater cavern or laying on the beach.
next minute i was looking up at a ceiling,
with my hands in some wolf’s drawz as he laid on top of me.
my legs were wrapped around his waist and he was suckin’ on my neck.
he looked a lot like jamie foxx.
someone i’m so/so attracted too.
i guess i was finally getting some much needed pipe.
that scene cut off and in the next,
i was standing in a hall way about to go down this water slide.
the part that bugged me out is when star fox walked in the room.
he had a mohawk on his head,
was a little bigger in weight,
and he glowed.
i couldn’t see his face,
but i knew it was him.
i screamed out and ran to hug him.
he hugged me back.
it felt so real that i started crying in front of him.
suddenly we were outside in a golf cart taking a ride.
i told him how much i missed him.
i remember telling him that i have been so lonely and i have no one to talk to.
i told him how hard it has been since he died.
he started crying as he sat next to me.
i asked him:
“so whats it like where you’ve been?”
he actually spoke back to me.
“i’ve been trying to make you famous.”
…and then i replied:
“why would you be trying to make me famous?
shouldn’t you be making yourself famous?”
he didn’t respond,
but my alarm clock went off and woke me up.
i started to cry as i sat up in bed.
was i in heaven briefly?
i did feel like he visited me last night.
i have been thinking about him a lot lately.
its no coincidence last week i saw some dude on the train who looked EXACTLY like him.
crazy part he was wearing a sweater that star fox had as well.
fucked my mind all the way up.
maybe he is around me and this is his way of letting me know?