Category: CONCRETE FOREST STATE OF MIND

i use to want “something” so bad.
i don’t know how to define that “something” for the foxhole.

love?
loyalty?
friendship?
trust?

family?

it was all of those things actually.
whatever it was,
i wanted to be filled with it.
i was putting everyone before me.
it was very unhealthy.
well my heart was finally broken in 2016.
ironically,
i am grateful it finally did.
things have changed.
i said to myself today

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI CONCRETE FOREST STATE OF MIND

mi reminds me of porsha williams.
one of the reasons i can’t stand her on rhoa.
they get by on good looks and sob stories,
but underneath is a violent she-jackal who attacks on emotions.
too bad for mi that once the bridge is burned with me,
it’s pretty hard to cross back over.
at work today,
i was dealing with an important call when my phone started to ring.
no sooner did i decline the call,
it rang again.
decline.
it rung a third time.
okay wtf…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI CONCRETE FOREST STATE OF MIND

jeramie hollins is not an attentionisto.
he is actually a really cool straight wolf.
he’s about to be the platinum standard too.
so we had a conversation,
and i’ll be honest,
i’m still on a high vibration because of it.
so you know how i made the ig foxhole,
right?
well…

CONCRETE FOREST STATE OF MIND HE MAKES MY TAIL SIT UP I'LL ALLOW IT! YOU GET A GOLD STAR TODAY!

“Do i look fat in these jeans?”

the straight wolf knew that question was coming too.
as soon as she waddled her ass in the room,
legit “i know i do but i need to tell me i don’t” look on her face.
you can kinda sense when someone is feeling insecure.
so when she asked that question,
his first instinct is:

“Let me tell her a lie to avoid confrontation.”

see ^that.
that right there.
that is where the issue happens.
instead of him telling this vixen the truth,
he lies to her so it…

CONCRETE FOREST STATE OF MIND SOMETHING IYANLA VANZANT WOULD TELL YOU

foxhole…
we gotta be careful who we let in our lives.
he might look like everything you asked for,
but he could be getting ready to prey on you too.
you won’t know until you feel you cannot live without them.
that is how far into your mind they go.
abuse doesn’t always happen with a fist.
mental and emotional abuse is far worse.

sociopath

i know them all too well.
today,
my home-vixen dealt with hers in the form of her baby father

CONCRETE FOREST STATE OF MIND JACKALS, HYENAS, AND PINEAPPLES