Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

trust.
something so hard to attain,
but so easy to break.
i can say that i use to be a very trusting fox.
i’m very “bright eyed and bushy tailed”.
always wanting to see the best in everyone.
worst,
putting those before me.
well…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

i really hate the narrative of:

“NO ONE TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE!”

it’s highly annoying.
it usually comes from males who use that excuse for treating others bad.
black males,
especially.
 gay black males…
fuhgettaboutit.
it’s like,
you bring your all to someone because you’re interested,
but they would rather play silly games.
these hoes tho?
they will lose all common sense and ruin their own lives for the hoe.
destruction is the new “love”,
right?
funny enough,
they say they can’t love someone…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI LIVIN' THIS LIFE WE LIVE

so as you know,
i wrote something to star fox and sent it to his email.
i needed to vent,
but remember that feeling of him being alive.
well one of my foxhole favs,
jay,
wrote this in the comment:

You should write the response you know he would write. Perhaps he can help you. Either way, focusing on what he would say might be good for you.

…and i felt a chill.
so i wrote the response

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

when i feel the urge to do something,
i usually act on it.
other times,
i don’t and stay in a “what if?” place.
these days,
i usually go with my impulses.
something told me send star fox an email.
i know he won’t respond,
but i felt this urge to speak to him.
i felt down tonight and wanted to talk to someone.
he randomly popped in my mind.
since i still have his contact info in my phone,
i decided to draft up an email.
since i share everything with the foxhole,
i wanted to share what i wrote him…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

you know i love me some jon moody.
his talent for painting masterpieces,
but his sculpted bawdy is what catches my attention.
yes.
his bawdy is amazing.
i’d be a liar if i said it didn’t.
he posted this video on his ig

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI