Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

something interesting happened last night i wanted to share.
it goes against my negative thoughts at times.
it also shows how God works in mysterious ways.
so the pretty vixen and i decided to go see “it” like i said.
since the film festival was at the movie theater,
it would kill 2 birds with one stone.
when we were buying the tickets

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

before i start:

i want to thank the f-bi and those at “urban world film festival” for the invite to this wonderful event

i was so grateful for the opportunity and it showed me exactly where i want to belong.
okay now that’s done,
let’s continue…

so a f-bi sent me an email to attend the screening of the mid season premiere of one of my favorite shows,
“queen sugar”.
i saw that it would have a q&a with the cast at the end of it.
you didn’t have to tell me twice.
i sent an email and got a rsvp invite (+1) instantly.
since i was talking to the pretty vixen at the time,
i asked her if she wanted to attend with me.
when we got there

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI HE MAKES MY TAIL SIT UP TURN YO TV ON X MARKS THE FOX

mi has issues.
i told ya’ll this in that last entry.
i was so disturbed with the news i heard today.
like,
my day was ruined because of it.
i know.

“why would you allow your day to be ruined?”

i guess i accepted reality today.
the reality is this is how shit really is.
this is how mi really is.
so i spoke with my aunt today.
well first…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI

he snuck up on my desk today.
i didn’t even see him.
i was engrossed in the apple event.
btw,
1,000 for an iphone?
that’s how we doing it now?
no.

as soon as he got there…

“you didn’t call me…”

…in a low voice.

“i was with my boyfriend.”

i wish i did.
i would have him up at my job with the quickness.

“you tell your boyfriend about me?”

i was like,
what?
even if i had a wolf,
this character wouldn’t be the discussion.
so he asked me what he looked like.
i could have showed him a picture of a “meat” from the foxhole ig.
i showed him one of the out wolf i know.
the one from my last job that i crush on.
he is the physical prototype of what i’m looking for so…
as soon as he saw him…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI JACKALS, HYENAS, AND PINEAPPLES

i have been feeling like the sun as of late.
bright.
you can see my glow from the smallest crevice.
it has been a different feeling being in my own fur lately.
i’m not in a place of “wanting” or “needing” anyone.
i’m just “here” in this moment of me.
the abundance of trash i had in my life is gone.
i’ve stopped being an emotionally hoarder.
i’ve been making my own rules.
foxhole,
my honest advice is…

A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI SOMETHING IYANLA VANZANT WOULD TELL YOU